I remember reading somewhere some ang moh commented on singaporean's blog being too boring. We only focus or our main concern is .. ourselves. the way we wrote our blog is just like having an online diary, a place for us to speak our mind or our point of view without any interruption. the reader had only 2 choice one is to finish reading what u blog or click the 'x' on the top right hand corner (close the window or shut their pc). well our blog is for frens to know us better at times. anyway alot of misunderstandings occurs. hahahahaha... especially for me. but that's life. i prefer to blog on a topic anything that comes to my mind. then doing a daily report on my life. hahahaha not against that. but i dun like people to know my boring schedule too well. I would rather they get to know what is going in my mind its a swirl going round n round.
there are too much topics on my mind yet i lack the time to really blog it out. i like topics that gives an after effects. in fact a fren of mine loves reading my blog in my multiply web (i started with multiply, only recently then i started blogging on blogspot) i like to blog on topics that set one thinking or look closer at our own surroundings.
i believe like me everyone of u received alot of junks mails that keep repeating some after several years. anyway the worst r those chain mails that say if u dun repost or sent this out then 'blah.. blah.. blahs' guess what i had never sent out any... wondering y arent i dead yet. alot of us struggle to stay alive, some wondering what r they doing, some like me waiting for our death... hoping to die young.. hahahhaa no worries i had no illness so not on my deathbed.
Alot of times we felt we had enough we aged we r old already... seen enough, been there done that etc.. whatever u felt, irregardless of your age.. think abt it.. average singaporean live till 70s?(i'd no idea havben check the statistics yet. maybe u can tell me) so if u r only 30 and think u had been thru enough in life... then b ready to be hit by the bad news. u still got 40 more years to go...u had not even go thru half of ur lifetime yet. Good news to those that lead a healthy lifestyle u should have more than 40yrs to go... so enjoy yourself... ya.. hahaha now its the time for those that wanna die young to sigh.. or bang the wall or scream OMG!!! u still got a long journey ahead friend.. so try to be happy.. and whoever say 'LIFE IS SHORT' is a BIG TIME liar at least to me.. hee.. cos i m surrounded by people wasting their life away cos they find it being too long.. we lost our goal in life the reason to stay alive...

10:56 AM;
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rain the whole of yesterday... sunny morning but like looks like going to rain again.the weather is just a refelction of my mood these few days.. happy n sad.
i was taken for a ride by my collegues... so i had to REDO n edit those drawings i took weeks & months to complete, by end this week on top of my work load this week!!! i was like really pissed. Worst of all I had no rights to complaint as i am the lowest in rank in the department, and guess what.. they actually say .. this was change long ago.. and they EXPECT me to know. As if i eavesdropped on their conversation when they were discussing on the changes they need to do. I mean nobody informed me or told me. Now i had to change the FIVE sets of affected drawings.. ya its FIVE sets and i had to edit one by one cos based is the same but the toppings are different
Enough of my blabbings about my work. Rarely comments about work... in case they happen by chance saw my blog hee...
Lastly, HAVE A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS..

11:42 AM;
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even after a tiring day i still look ok with straight hair but now.. sigh..
Really miss having straight hair... eventhough i m vain but i not to the extend of having spend so much time on hair daily. now with this stupid perm i had to spend so much time on hair daily worst is.. i m so bz with my work really wasting my time. so fed up.
so far never got a single shot of pic i like. find i look like shit, making me feel like shit. everything so shitty. HATE IT!!! i really hate it!!! IF not for the fact that its going to be very damaging to my hair i would had straightened my hair by now.. i really feel hopeless n helpless having to bear with this nonsense till after CNY... last wish is nobody comes giving me negative comments. cos i m already very upset with it, really trying hard to convince myself hey i look nice in it.

3:27 PM;
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How you find it? i mean my latest hairstyle. well sad to say.. i received ALOT of negative remarks n comments. i mean sometimes it doesnt hurt to say something nice to people rite.
Ya i know y b so bothered by what others say. but then... i m human and a female at this point... MOST woman are vain irregardless of age. hahahaha we survive on compliments.. woman brain start mulfunctioning upon receival of compliments.
think about it.. WHY so many girls, ladies, woman, aunties etc irregardless of age gets cheated so often? well alot due to compliments received. Often found when they buy clothes, accessories, cosmetics.. the sales person say they look good in tht & their complexion suits that colour etc... hola.. the deal is made.
Anyway, back to me, of cos there are nice compliments like "hey i love that look so cool","i think this suit u more" etc.. be it good or bad.. i have to stick to this for few months before any changes can b made. So till then.. i had to be happy with this perm hair.. b it good or bad. look auntie or not. i mean as you can see me trying to smile so happily taking the pic. i m trying to convince myself i look great n my smile is great.. so CHEESEEEE!! i m cute !!! hee... smile...

9:56 PM;
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