Wednesday, May 31, 2006



I no longer knows what i want. Its weird.. i starting to get turns off by guys. Maybe cos most of the time there is only one thing on the guys mind.. that is SEX. i am sick of them. I mean don't they know how to respect others or they have sex with all the ladies they know? End of the day, what am i? worst than a postitute, at least they get paid for the service.
There is nothing wrong if a gal go clubbing to de-stress herself with her gal-friends, but why do guys see gals that goes clubbing, as woman that is out for flings, one-night-stand and easy targets? I HATE TO ADMIT to guys that i do club, in fact i only club when my friends asked me to, i am rarely the person that initiate it.
In fact my only interest now is reading other than that is chilling out with my friends. I used to be the kinda gals that cant really accept another lady.. but lately i actually carry the thought of being kiss by gals.. well just feel that at the rate things goes i might really end up super turn off by guys and turn on by gals.
I really wished .. those guys that are not sincere to be my friend with the thought of having sex with me only .. just leave me alone. i rather be wrap up with my work and friends then to view as a toy. I am a human being...A simple GaL with simple needs.. Dont judge others from people they hang out with and by their appearance. Get to know them with a sincere heart and u be in for a surprised how interesting every individual is.



11:12 AM;
Lost's story begins here & ends here

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Having too much time on hand and not knowing what to do is a torture. For once, I checked my e-mails regularly and realise that I had quite a number of invitation from friends to join WAYN. Well after shelving the idea for few months i finally decided to create an account in WAYN.

As a typical woman, I'm vain. So I put up a picture of myself that I personally like very much. Of couse I posted the same picture in my friendster account for my friends to see. Problems arises. Alot of guys started messages me. Some married, some already got girlfriend and some foreign country guys planning to come over Singapore soon claiming they would like to meet up with me.

I mean I thought alot of people should know by now, techonology improved, photo edition programmes are getting more and more user friendly. So, they should know that pictures can be deceiving. I don't mean that my pictures are edited to make me look picture perfect, what I trying to say was they acting ignorances or they really think they can believe whatever they see online?

Anyway, what is marriage now? Alot of these guys are out to have fun thinking all woman are toys? Purpose of having girlfriends? What are these guys trying to prove?

Alot of these guys say they just want to make more friends. After being friends, I realise they are out to bed me!!! I got so vex. I mean, you go to bed with your friends? What kinda friend is that? Respect yourself and people will respect you.

Well, these weirdo started asking me to sent them my picture. Its just a solo pic of myself, so purpose in asking me for my picture? When they don't even know me personally. When questioned them the purpose, they claim that they just want it for safekeeping and they love my smile.

What more can I say, Weird people does weird things.



9:06 PM;
Lost's story begins here & ends here

Sunday, May 14, 2006


Finally i decided to create a blog account.
After much persuasion from one of my cousin, plus the fact that I feeling kinda bored today.
Before i create this account i remembered an article i happen to came across in the 'new paper'. I didn't get to read the article but i remember the author was commenting on blogs that Singaporean bloggers have. Well the author say that sg bloggers all treat their blogs like their dairy, what happen to them that day what they did etc.
Well i think a blog account is individual and subjective. To me i would rather penned down my thoughts then, to let others know what happen to me in the day.
But to pen down your thoughts in blogs can be dangerous, as you won't know who's going to read your blogs, and the person might be able to read between the lines and know another side of you that you wouldn't wanna disclose.
That's all for A New Begining.



3:09 PM;
Lost's story begins here & ends here

Mag goes Mad

-=|Solistice|=-

 I stand in between good and evil, torn and tortured leaving me feeling, LOST.

LIKES

my dear friends, read, eat, drink!!! cheers!!!,acting crazy

Dislikes

all the smarties that likes to lecture u, thinking they knows what's best for u when they dun even know u. cannot accept it when u cannot accept their pt of view

SCREAM

Your tagboard here.


LINKS

qishan.
xunfang.
koka.
Simon.
Jai.


lost's story

  • May 2006
  • June 2006
  • July 2006
  • August 2006
  • September 2006
  • October 2006
  • November 2006
  • December 2006
  • January 2007
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • August 2007
  • October 2007
  • November 2007
  • January 2008
  • April 2008
  • August 2008




    • CREDITS

    Design (Brushing, Layout, Coding)
    -=|Solistice|=-
    Images (From Google & Yahoo)
    This and That
    Also Thanks (Some Reference)
    #10 } untitledBEAUTY | V2 `-Chronicles(:
    Also Thanks (Inspiration)
    The Great Tommy