Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Weird, I am missing a guy I’d never met?!! Most of the time I just couldn't be bother about them. When they show me concern by commenting on the way I lead my life, I told them off. I dislike people telling me what to do with my life telling me what's the 'right' way and what's wrong. I mean everyone have to learn it in their own pace, be it right or wrong. From young we know we had to fall down before we learn how to walk.
A guy told me say I just telling you for your own good don’t want you to err. Its thru errors that we realize our mistakes, also thru them we gain experiences and learn how to face the future. Being protective is being cruel. Without the opportunities to err how we going to know what we are doing is right? Define what is right and wrong in life, and you realize there is no definite right and wrong in certain things. Some people commented say I am very stubborn. WHY I don’t take their ‘kind’ advice. Well having the opportunity to preach is great… hahahaha but dun preach at the wrong person. You may feel that you had been thru alot in life, you can tell rights from wrongs. But who are you to tell me? And what makes you think I am an innocent soul who dunno what u just preach?
I know a lady in her 50s, she told me she just realized the meaning of being in love. Well she asked me had I ever been in love, I told her yes and I also been outta love. She had been married & divorced with children in their 20s, been thru all that without knowing what’s like to fall in love till recently. Talking about her love gave her a dreamy look, with sparkles in her eyes.. aww… so sweet rite.. I gave her my sweetest smile, cause she make me realize that I am still young, I bound to find a love of my own someday. Looking at her, I still got a long way to go before I reach her age. Well I am also grateful cause I was ever in love before.
So who is this guy that I m missing right now? Hahahaha for me to know for you to find out. I mean I remember myself being nasty to him as in I snap at him when we chat, I was bad. Yet he was very patience with me. Of course he did erupted. Then I realize that he was quite serious about being a friend. Unlike those other guys that just out to have ‘fun’ with you. He would sent me sms or msn chat with me. We saw each other photo. He is quite sweet, yet I can’t seem to figure him out. There is always a reason or explanation for him being missing. How.. ?? how to trust a guy like that? I find honesty very important in relationship. I dislike liars but hate to say it everyone of us bound to lie. So as long as its doesn’t hurt us its ok. Somehow I am worried. He say he likes me very much but am I worthy of him or vice versa, will we like each other. Hahahaha weird rite to like someone u never met. Sound like the ‘lake house’ I am missing his sms for today.
*well.. just received his sms .. so sad his arm still hurt.. he injured his arm..



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